04-30-08

Psalm 42:5-6
Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him my Savior and my. My soul is downcast within me; therfore I will remember you........

Hello everyone, It has been more than a week since I last put up a message, sorry I have been busy as usual and very, very tired. I write these words now extremely tired, but can't sleep. More pain, more pills, less improvement. Or more pain in different place, that are related to the former areas. I don't acually want this to be about this though. The above verse is from a recent email from a friend that puts out his own emails to those that subscribe to it, it is inspirational, and up lifting, and rings home in ways that still blast me everytime I read them. Tonight it rings true. I will put myself in His hands, His way for Him to guide. He is my Lord, Savior, and desire to be close too over and over again.


1 Corinthians 15: 50-57,

Please take the time to read these verses, they are prevelent to today, or this past week, with a death in the family, these verses are the ones that all need to remember, hold close to us and too those that need the comfort.

Always remember that it is His grace that has saved us, that has made us whole, that has bless the blessless. O how wonderful His grace abounds, and how we don't notice it, or at times; times we don't want to admit, but at times don't want. Not me anymore at any time in my life, I can't do this alone, I need Him, I want to deliver my life, my family, and all that is stressful, and nervrecking, and beautiful and glorious, to Him, and allow Him to drive the car of my life. Thank you Father for all things, for the day the pain, the joy, the gloriouness of Your love, and for everything to come.

I usually end with prayer, but today, I am going to start a song, and I pray that it will infect your minds for at least today;..........

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound, that saved a retch like me, I once was lost, but now I'm found, was blind but now I see,.................... was grace that taught my heart to fear, and grace my fears relieved' how precious did that grace appear the hour I first believed. Through many dangers, toils, and snares, I have already come, "tis grace hath brought me safe thus far, and grace sill lead me home.